Currently im hectic with my assignments and hence we got endless of discussions.. But do we reli come out with ideas and conclusion everytime we have our discussion?? I dun think so, everytime we juz end up with stupid things..n I reli find it hard to communicate with someone..the one who alwiz show us her fuxk face, who critiques and comment a lot bout me n myee, who acting leader in every subject n didn’t cares bout others’ feeling at all..she juz do whatever she wans and whenever her desires not met, she juz entertain us say anything la, u all like lahh..n yet tis noon she pissed me off n make me tears in the lecture, I know its quite embarrassing but i was like, omg reli cant tahan n I juz burst out…damn stress n emo coz mom mumbling me the whole morning b4 I went out..aih.. Does anyone out there reli evaluate themselves? Do they realize that ppl are unhapi n uncomfortable with them? Do they aware that they have some attitude problems? When u r reading tis, plz giv urself a few minutes to evaluate urself.. plz think of ur frens around u..I do admit that I might hav problems but at least plz hide it la no matter hw unsatisfy u r..sometimes ppl juz dun realize that they hurt others when they speak over direct, there is a limitation..same as myee, I reli wish that someone can treats me better n nicer lar..

Yet, There are sum good events happened as well..dad wish to switch his current job n he got it, he managed to get a new job with higher pay n less stress..thus, he gona resign in the end of june, n probly goin shanghai wit her lovely wife lar..after that we’ll be planning to go somewhere together..at the age of 53 still can get a highly pay job is consider unexpected rite..so im proud wit him as my dad lar..altho i seldom talk to him n feel strange to him still i appreciate for everything he gave me for the past 20 years..k, good luck n all the best for u dad..

Itz 3am nw, I should end here..

hope tomorrow will be better for me..