Shopping is the best hobby that I ever have even tho im pretty broke.

Shopping is my best friend when something brings me down.

Shopping is the greatest tool to boost up ur personal satisfaction.

Shopping is the best way to *fling all the stress that is residing in my heart.

N the list goes on.

See how great shopping is n how much it means to me.

After 3 papers, I feel muc more relief..
Rite after the exam, the intention of goin shopping grabs my study mode altho im freaking exhausted wit only 30mins of nap the nite b4 exam..since ive been struggling so muc for the past few weeks, I shall reward myself*wink..reli, ive went tru the hardest period of my life wit books..Hopefully my effort gna pay off, n lead me to the path of success..with any luck, I do wish that im able to secure an Apple for the past 3 subjects..

Great and awful things happened at the same time, but I wouldn’t like to bring up here to ruin my mood.

Firstly, thx my beloved dad where he gets me a new phone, my old one hardly can function well due to the stupid battery where I charge it 3-4 times a day n 30mins each time*crazy..

Thx to my sis aso, she bought me new tops as my bday present.. Lets hav sum pics. Here we go.

Haven start reading n revising yet, but busy preparing reading materials, compiling all the important parts into one..ive been doing notes everytime for exam since im in foundation, I dun usually read directly from the text book or lecture slides..Hopefully doin notes is not a waste of time..

I feel like we are more organize n systematic now, helping n serving each other, since its end of year 2 d, we’ve plenty of experience, rushing for exam, dying in memorizing, exhausted without sufficient rest n sleep..but this time, we manage to finis 3 subjects by now, 5 subjects in total, n surprisingly there are extra time available for me to blog now*wink*..

hehe..if u enlarge this pic then u'll see what line i added to my notes.lol.dear is one of my source of motivation..gna study hard..btw, playing wit paint is a good way to reduce stress..giv urself a try~~lol..

Few days bak, dear came over my place n look for me..he reached here relatively late, n so we juz chit chatting inside the car, in front of my house.. I reli didn’t knw dat its so “tak elok” for certain ppl aka “BxBx”..reli potong stim..and now ive an extreme hatred feelings toward those ***MA LAI REN who are so conservative minded.. shit la, u guys don’t seem to be SO bertata susila k..(hope I didn’t offend anyone here, im pointing to certain ppl oni)..i dint wan to put the conversation btw us in writing here, coz dats so freaking shit to me..

By the way, everytime when I get to meet dear, there must be certain incidents happened behind the scene, leaving us a greater remembrance..at least now we know that the night b4 election is not a good day to hang out, n outside my hse isn’t a good location to meet up..fine, there is a coming trip awaits me n him*wink..waiting patiently..

Okies, I think I should stop here..
All the best~

Mom intended to go popular book store, reading seems to stick on me even in my leisure time..swt..I’ll be more contented if she wana shop for something..hehe^^

However, I do find myself being entertained by those self-enrichment books n I learnt pretty much to build up my confidence..im gona remove all those negative mindset that are stored in my mind..

Instead of saying: I’m tired, I’m bored, I’m pissed off, I’m scared, i shud alwiz bear in mind that I could do more with more energy, this could be more interesting, I could be happier, and I could be more confident.

Yea, yesterday I had a strong feeling of dislike n I was quite pissed off with certain actions and attitudes..im sorry to comment so much..i read this line today..”Stop spending time wanting to change other ppl and juz focus on being brilliant yourself first.” This line is truly awesome n it has turn me on..i shud keep a healthy heart by keeping my heart happy.*wink.

It sounds like im so decent, juz go to uni for classes n linger at home after studies.
May n munyee use to meet up their boy after class,
Am I lonely in a way?

Im grateful that myee alwiz bring me along whenever she’s wit her boy..i know she wouldn’t leave me alone..but then I started to feel uncomfortable when im alone to join 2 couples, in which may n myee are wit their bf..There are situations where I duno where to look, n perhaps what to say..im not envy, n never be, but I feel that my presence is abit “mengacau”, n perhaps I juz dislike the feeling of being left or being isolated..i never dare to voice out but now im putting it in writing here..im reli sorry to say that, but im learning to fit myself into such condition.

Well, exam is approaching, im totally into study mode now..im repeating to myself that I muz study hard tis time.in fact im the free-est ppl to put myself into books I guess..*wink..coz dear want me to fully concentrate in my studies, he din even dare to talk to me*sadness..altho im bz yet i never fail to miss him every single day..

Lately I reli find myself very emo in getting a peace corner to do my revision, its truly hard u knw, tv n music are playing all around, thus, the only best time will be in the middle of the nite where everyone started to snooze..and hence, I nid plenty of foods to keep me awake while doin my revision.

Lets get back to the books.

Omg, im overwhelmed wit joy,
my pulse is racing,
and
my heart is filling wit bliss.

At first, I was reli worried wit the rainy evening, its heavy and lightings striking everywer..mom delayed my date due to the bad weather..but still, we met up in the end, but abit late..

I would reli say tis is my sweet-est n perfect date ever although it isn’t that special..This time, I brought him dinner, which prepared by mom & ME, I got no time for photo taking at all, rushing out wit excitement..We went to a lake for his dinner, n after that we went for movie-Spiderwick..its amazing n I do enjoyed that show in couple seat*my first time.

He looks cool today,
With his shirt*handsome,
He never fail to put a big smile on my face,
and he himself aso smiling all the way,
Keep staring at me when I was driving,
Trying to grab my attention.

He makes me fall in love,
Deep down in my heart,
I reli find myself indulging in love whenever im with him,
He makes me realized the feeling of perfect happiness,
He appears to me in the world of loneliness,
Together I hope that we are able to walk for a long long journey.
Love you dear.