Sunday, December 28, 2008
After waiting so sorrowful,
Dearie is back for me,
To recompense the pain that ive went tru,
And the loneliness of my xmas.
The day started off early in the morning,
With “Im Lovin It” breakfast,
Then we headed to One U,
We are on shopping mode today.
With “Im Lovin It” breakfast,
Then we headed to One U,
We are on shopping mode today.
The mall is crowded with shopers,
Sales are on every shop,
Ppl buying as if it’s free for all,
Fitting rooms and cashiers are all in queues.
Sales are on every shop,
Ppl buying as if it’s free for all,
Fitting rooms and cashiers are all in queues.
Too bad there is nothing suits us well,
But we had a fantastic lunch plus dinner in Seoul Garden.
Is a bbq-steamboat buffet,
Spending two hours there,
Eating as much as we can.
But we had a fantastic lunch plus dinner in Seoul Garden.
Is a bbq-steamboat buffet,
Spending two hours there,
Eating as much as we can.
Seoul Garden, One Utama
My lovely chef of the day.After all,
We went to Cineleisure for movie,
Suggested by dearie is this show Australia,
Although the movie preview didnt catch much of my interest,
But still we go for this show,
As the show time suits us best.
We went to Cineleisure for movie,
Suggested by dearie is this show Australia,
Although the movie preview didnt catch much of my interest,
But still we go for this show,
As the show time suits us best.
I didn’t know this show is such exciting and great,
It’s a wonderful show,
With wonderful boy,
And wonderful meals,
Turning my day so wonderful.
I just love my days be accompanied with him,
Never get enough of it,
As he brings joyfulness and happiness to me,
There’s miracle in whatever each day brings,
And
There’s a special glow in my life all because of him.
It’s a wonderful show,
With wonderful boy,
And wonderful meals,
Turning my day so wonderful.
I just love my days be accompanied with him,
Never get enough of it,
As he brings joyfulness and happiness to me,
There’s miracle in whatever each day brings,
And
There’s a special glow in my life all because of him.
Missing dearie every single day.Thursday, December 25, 2008
Xmas is finally here, there are tons of feelings residing in me..
This day isn’t as simple as just a xmas, it isn’t that i heart the snow or santa or anything about xmas, but it represents the beginning of everything wonderful btw me n my boy..Its a lovely day of remembrance..
On the xmas eve last year, he asked for a date, but I guess he struggled for quite some time b4 he make up his mind coz he actually dun hav a car for the date..It’s particularly a strange thing as he’s very quiet and so introvert to express his heart feels..I used to be so afraid to send him a msg, I hardly hit the send key everytime after writing a long msg..I feel so embarrass to be so aggressive over him as he rarely reply me..As a guy, he doesnt show any hint of liking me at all and im down to the ground when he acted pretty offhand about me..
After breaking up with my ex-s, I used to have the feelings back to him over n over again, but I feel bad to do so, hence I somehow hold myself back..maybe that shows that im not serious in treating a relationship, going on-and-off, but actually all the disappointment drives me to wrongful decisions..Im tremendously regret now coz ive wasted so much of my life witout him, if I wasn’t so desperate for love, I would have be with dearie few years back..I should have realize earlier that dearie is the one I love after all and this time IM TRULY SERIOUS..Im thankful that im able to get him now..
Oh well, since the date on xmas eve, changes take place as time goes by..There are more conversations btw us, more sharing, more caring, more dates, more movies, more dinners; we’re getting closer, we enjoy the company of each other, we appreciate, we get to understand each other more, we started to meet each parents, there is higher commitment, higher engagement and we’re lovely attached since then..Along our journey, its been a year now, its our unofficial anniversary that we manage to reach, im completely joyful with it and definitely will be waiting for our day..
This year, dearie isn’t with me, he’s away for work purpose, but nvm, coz he’s deeply kept in my heart..
Some random pictures below..
Hair cut on Monday
A xmas presie.
Xmas celebration with parents: cakes from secret recipe from daddy.
Merry Christmas everyone.
On the xmas eve last year, he asked for a date, but I guess he struggled for quite some time b4 he make up his mind coz he actually dun hav a car for the date..It’s particularly a strange thing as he’s very quiet and so introvert to express his heart feels..I used to be so afraid to send him a msg, I hardly hit the send key everytime after writing a long msg..I feel so embarrass to be so aggressive over him as he rarely reply me..As a guy, he doesnt show any hint of liking me at all and im down to the ground when he acted pretty offhand about me..
After breaking up with my ex-s, I used to have the feelings back to him over n over again, but I feel bad to do so, hence I somehow hold myself back..maybe that shows that im not serious in treating a relationship, going on-and-off, but actually all the disappointment drives me to wrongful decisions..Im tremendously regret now coz ive wasted so much of my life witout him, if I wasn’t so desperate for love, I would have be with dearie few years back..I should have realize earlier that dearie is the one I love after all and this time IM TRULY SERIOUS..Im thankful that im able to get him now..
Oh well, since the date on xmas eve, changes take place as time goes by..There are more conversations btw us, more sharing, more caring, more dates, more movies, more dinners; we’re getting closer, we enjoy the company of each other, we appreciate, we get to understand each other more, we started to meet each parents, there is higher commitment, higher engagement and we’re lovely attached since then..Along our journey, its been a year now, its our unofficial anniversary that we manage to reach, im completely joyful with it and definitely will be waiting for our day..
This year, dearie isn’t with me, he’s away for work purpose, but nvm, coz he’s deeply kept in my heart..
Some random pictures below..
Hair cut on Monday
A xmas presie.
Xmas celebration with parents: cakes from secret recipe from daddy.
Merry Christmas everyone.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Winter Solstice Festival,
Dong Zhi in mandarin,
Is an occasion that carries great weight for Chinese,
Where a reunion dinner is arranged,
And every family member is gathered.
Im glad to be invited,
By dearie’s parents for lunch together,
Im perfectly served,
They are both so friendly and sweet,
His mom’s cuisines are extremely delightful,
She offered me plenty of meats,
As im partly home-vegetarian,
And uncle added that im too skinny.
My noon was greatly spent,
With dear and his parents,
Having meal together,
A chat in the living room,
Some time in the garden.
Evening,
I went home a slightly late,
Mom ruined all the wonderful moment I just had,
She asked me why don’t I sleep at dearie’s hse,
Should she be serious,
I will just grab few clothes,
And drive my car away.
Thank God im a girl,
Get married and out from family,
Being a wife for a man in the coming future.
In the night,
I expect to have reunion dinner with my parents,
Not annually nor a must nor very formal for us,
But in this special occasion,
I wish to have it all together,
But once I came out from a bath,
Everyone finished,
I din know its so hard to wait for another 5mins,
I ended up dinner alone,
With tears.
Im reli upset this time,
Especially mom,
I used to think that ive the most blissful and complete family,
As compared to may and munyee,
Munyee is living without her dad,
May’s dad is a drunker n isn’t so faithful,
But ive both dad n mom,
Who bring me up and educate me,
Giving me an average yet very comfortable living,
That's the reason why i respect them along this,
But today they gave me a very oppose feeling.
Dong Zhi in mandarin,
Is an occasion that carries great weight for Chinese,
Where a reunion dinner is arranged,
And every family member is gathered.
Im glad to be invited,
By dearie’s parents for lunch together,
Im perfectly served,
They are both so friendly and sweet,
His mom’s cuisines are extremely delightful,
She offered me plenty of meats,
As im partly home-vegetarian,
And uncle added that im too skinny.
My noon was greatly spent,
With dear and his parents,
Having meal together,
A chat in the living room,
Some time in the garden.
Evening,
I went home a slightly late,
Mom ruined all the wonderful moment I just had,
She asked me why don’t I sleep at dearie’s hse,
Should she be serious,
I will just grab few clothes,
And drive my car away.
Thank God im a girl,
Get married and out from family,
Being a wife for a man in the coming future.
In the night,
I expect to have reunion dinner with my parents,
Not annually nor a must nor very formal for us,
But in this special occasion,
I wish to have it all together,
But once I came out from a bath,
Everyone finished,
I din know its so hard to wait for another 5mins,
I ended up dinner alone,
With tears.
Im reli upset this time,
Especially mom,
I used to think that ive the most blissful and complete family,
As compared to may and munyee,
Munyee is living without her dad,
May’s dad is a drunker n isn’t so faithful,
But ive both dad n mom,
Who bring me up and educate me,
Giving me an average yet very comfortable living,
That's the reason why i respect them along this,
But today they gave me a very oppose feeling.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Presented to my boy,
His beloved orange daisy-ies,
Just to put a smile on his face,
And wish i could heal all the pain that he undergoes;
As life is never been easy,
But i will always be with u to share every single bit.
His beloved orange daisy-ies,
Just to put a smile on his face,
And wish i could heal all the pain that he undergoes;
As life is never been easy,
But i will always be with u to share every single bit.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Oh well, I had finally spent all my precious time with my boy, its saddening that u cant have a break when ure actually on break..swt..its time to kick off final year project which due on coming Jan..
Tuesday, dearie was given a day off to take his exam in KL..Hence I applied leave as well from my groupmates so that I can meet my boy up after his exam..Meeting point was at the McD outside central market but I was too dumb to be late and dearie walked a distance more away to the train station to pick me up..However, I didn’t notice him at the corner and I just walk in a rush blindly-to-duno-where..Everywhere is so strange to me and I cant see my boy..Hence I call him up and he’s still at the train station looking for me
**sowie dear for being so stupid dumb dumb..
In the end, we met up and we had a walk in central market, then “chee cheong kai”, then we headed to times square, walked over to sg. wang for our lunch in Esquire Kitchen..and after lunch we lingered there a while and ended up with a heel, plus 2 creams each to lighten scars and mopiko to ease irritation of insect bites..Dearie forced me to get all these..
He said girl needs so many pairs of shoes its because different color, design and style of shoe is to fit different outfit and attire, so u should BUY..
I stun a while and wonder if there are any bf out there who would actually encourages his gf to purchase things that she actually has a lot..Dearie might regret in the future^^
After all, we went back for a birthday dinner together - my daddy’s birthday..Before home, dearie bought a blueberry cake back for us..My boy is being so friendly and daring enough to offer help to my mom in the kitchen, without disturbing them and I just leave them “kam cheng kam cheng” there and I lepak around to do my own stuff..During dinner, everyone sitting in a round table and dearie must be in real nervous..lol..this coming weekend will be my turn to join their reunion dinner..Excited+scared+nervous+worried+anxious..I must be well-prepared this time..Hope everything goes well..
Okie, I shall go now..
Im leaving my project too long..
my Brand new portrait board in my room.heart it.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Well, exam is over and im enjoying my days to the max..
Ive been reli sick when I was preparing myself for exam..I somehow find myself so difficult to get ill, but once it strikes me, that’s not going to be good and minor as well..Since foundation, this is the 1st time munyee hearing me caught cold and get flu..haha..im a strong girl in her mind although im petite in size..i had an awful experience this time, hate to be so weak in such critical time, when ure so needy of ur brain power, burning the midnight oil, losing energy and appetite..
Oh well, its all over, im now on the way of recovering..Thanks to dearie for visiting me so frequent, he brought me porridge that can feed almost 3 ppl for me alone, chicken essence, dessert, medicine, and indefinite loves plus concerns..There was a day when I was completely upset over my mom who dun reli care wth is happening to me, no medicine and doctor for me, she promised to cook me porridge the night before, but she didn’t make it, and just offer me a rice with an egg..As a patient, I hardly have a desire for food and turning extremely choosy, i rejected her rice and ended up with a piece of bread as brunch..I try to keep it to myself but my heart cant take it, and I share this with munyee, and this best-fren-of-mine who is being so kind trying to console me in a way and the other way she informed dearie..And this is how I get to taste dearie's-mummy-pumpkins-pork porridge..
Thankiew adelyn chow mun yee..
Thankiew auntie ow..
Thankiew dearie..
Thankiew auntie ow..
Thankiew dearie..
However, dearie said no fast food yet, no tom yam, no bak kut teh, no hot soup, no ikan bakar, no ice cream, no bbq, no char kuey tiew, no curry, no asam laksa, no sotong goreng, so much of no and no when we were heading to dinner..Also, we break the record of going for movie once a week, we have twilight and bolt this month, normally once a month or not even one, and usually im the most outdated for movies..
When I was away to update every single bit here, there was a series of happenings..
Here it goes..
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to MAY
7th December
-zanmai sushi-
7th December
-zanmai sushi-
12th December
bbq gathering right after exam
I didnt know i will have this much fun with my girl's classmates and WL..Normally i wouldnt turn up in any class event, this time i was just thinking to entertain them once..They are extremely quiet in the class, they dont gossip nor answer questions actively, but surprisingly, they are all fun-to-talk and play..Im a lil regret that i didnt join them so often and we are all graduating soon..I will appreciate them in our one last and very final semester..
Thats all for today..
Have a nice day.
bbq gathering right after exam
I didnt know i will have this much fun with my girl's classmates and WL..Normally i wouldnt turn up in any class event, this time i was just thinking to entertain them once..They are extremely quiet in the class, they dont gossip nor answer questions actively, but surprisingly, they are all fun-to-talk and play..Im a lil regret that i didnt join them so often and we are all graduating soon..I will appreciate them in our one last and very final semester..Thats all for today..
Have a nice day.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Huray~~~
Exam is over..
More updates soon..
Exam is over..
More updates soon..
Thursday, December 04, 2008
Sorry for the short of updates,
Am real busy preparing for exam,
However,
I find myself so lacking of study mood,
And that’s the reason why am here.
I heart December,
As its a brilliant month to me,
Since December 2007,
It’s the beginning of everything wonderful,
And now its been a year.
Im thankful that we managed to reach this far,
Things aren’t easy for me and him,
To sustain a relationship not like everyone else do.
Ppl may find us so ridiculous,
Without admitting that we’re a couple,
Yet we are closely attached just like a lovely couple.
If things are real,
I wish that I can shout out loud,
Telling every girl out there that he’s mine,
Who is wholly belongs to me,
Pls dont flirt with him,
N never have the intention to get him.
After so much of heartbreaking relationships,
This would be the real one for me,
He’s the 1st one,
who I fall into so much,
And now he’s again the one I heart so much after so long,
Hope my determination will bring me to the end.
Im waiting very patiently,
Looking forward for a new year,
As i know,
It would definitely a different year for me n him.
Shall stop here,
Share with u guys more the next time im here.
Happy always.
Dearie's is no longer with long tail,
Am real busy preparing for exam,
However,
I find myself so lacking of study mood,
And that’s the reason why am here.
I heart December,
As its a brilliant month to me,
Since December 2007,
It’s the beginning of everything wonderful,
And now its been a year.
Im thankful that we managed to reach this far,
Things aren’t easy for me and him,
To sustain a relationship not like everyone else do.
Ppl may find us so ridiculous,
Without admitting that we’re a couple,
Yet we are closely attached just like a lovely couple.
If things are real,
I wish that I can shout out loud,
Telling every girl out there that he’s mine,
Who is wholly belongs to me,
Pls dont flirt with him,
N never have the intention to get him.
After so much of heartbreaking relationships,
This would be the real one for me,
He’s the 1st one,
who I fall into so much,
And now he’s again the one I heart so much after so long,
Hope my determination will bring me to the end.
"It is difficult to let go of the one person
you have had a connection with.
This is why it is easier
to hold on to something familiar
than to venture out and live
with the uncertainty of ever meeting
someone
you could cherish like this again.
But you have your life ahead of you
and it might be good to wait
and see if holding on is wise."
Oh well, you have had a connection with.
This is why it is easier
to hold on to something familiar
than to venture out and live
with the uncertainty of ever meeting
someone
you could cherish like this again.
But you have your life ahead of you
and it might be good to wait
and see if holding on is wise."
Im waiting very patiently,
Looking forward for a new year,
As i know,
It would definitely a different year for me n him.
Shall stop here,
Share with u guys more the next time im here.
Happy always.
Dearie's is no longer with long tail,He just cut away few days back.
Dearie's new hair style,
with 2 lines at the left side.
Dearie's new hair style, with 2 lines at the left side.
