Well, im BACK..

Life has been quite incredible for the past few weeks.
Im officially 21 now, but I guess im still too *cute for this age.

Thanks a lot for frens who spent their precious time wit me, celebrating my big day of my life..thanks also for all my frens who delivered their best wishes to me.i do appreciate that.

thx may n myee for giving me such a wonderful time, thx for the 3 lil angels that gona be with me til the end of my life, it represents 3 of us, altho u both are all in love, leaving me alone, but still, i hope that there is stil a small lil space for ME in the heart of u both..u girls do reli mean alot to me.i love you girls.

i received a bouquet of flower n a huge cake from dear..thx for making all this happened; thx for giving me a surprise. ur cheese cake was marvelous, my sis n bro were crazy over that. the note u attached along in the flower is reli sweet, its in my notice board now n im reading it every singe day.muaxx.

At this moment, im reli sick wit assignments, indeed there are many dissatisfaction and frustration that I would like to voice out..im doubt wit the reasons why this sem is lik a piece of shit..why were we lingering in a great pressure and pain in getting our assignments to be done.? I reli dun feel that there is any connection btw us anymore, as a group member.u guys grab my motivation away, seriously..i hav an extreme dislike of doin things last minute coz ive suffered pretty muc b4 this..but although I started of early, stil I ended up rushing in the end..plz get a good reason for urself for not getting ur assignment done on time..

I tried to complete every single shit since las week as i would like to free myself from huge pressure. Intended to rest my mind for tis public holi and bday n hav fun to the max b4 I begin my revision for final exam..but it seems to be so difficult to realize..

Im glad that everything is stil under control at the moment, perhaps muc better than las week..yea, stress stil exist but muc lighter.one more presentation and assignment to go, then final exam gona takes place, representing the ending of year 2..it sounds pretty fast..

I went to salon again, feel so uneasy wit my hair n that reli irritates and frustrates me..i went to trim my fringe on wed, but then it doesnt look fine tho..hence today, i take a turn to serdang rite after i sent sumting to may coz ive a great eager to straighten my fringe once again..Wee~~

Well, fam social nite is approaching, thanks to munyee who has been spending time wit me looking for dresses..i appreciate that..n luckily I managed to get myself a dress since im petite in size..n wat makes me amaze is dear is willing to go wit me..Wee~ hopefully tis time round im able to bring him another brilliant moment which worth remembering that will add value to our relationship,n hence arouses a feeling of bliss..

i reli love the white dress, but thats definitely gna put me n my mom into a great WAR..hw terrible is that..she gna say hah, show here n there, too muc of exposure, better dun wear, bla bla bla, n it never ends..so in the end, i juz get a simple one for myself..she hapi, i pun hapi..

thanks munyee, love u so much..muax~

Life is extremely miserable for the past few days.
Awful things tend to come along when favorable things take place.
I reli wonder what happen to me.
I went to a stationery shop n ter-took a magazine unintentionally.
I went for a lunch n I go-off without paying it.

Ive made plenty of mistakes tis week where I think apologize is a need for the disappointment and troubles that ive caused.

Here, with my truest heart, I would like to say

“I’M SORRY.”

To mark, alwin, ronald, jason, william, and wall, sorry for resulting everything in a mess.

To Cheryl, im sorry for causing troubles to u, as ur assistant, im supposed to assist u but I did the other way round.however, thx for being so understanding, n I appreciate ur guidance along this.

To iskandar, im sorry for not informing u b4 I look around for replacement.

To hubby vern, im sorry for behaving over desperate that nite witout caring ur feelings.i promise u that I wont repeat it anymore.

To s.hoe, I apologize for the disappointment that ive give u, I feel guilty n regret at the same time.but I do treasure n appreciate our friendship along tis.

To the auntie who selling prawn mee in bangsar, im sorry that I left witout paying.

To the owner of the stationery shop in sglong, im sorry for stealing ur magazine inadvertently, but I do returned it once I realized.

To munyee, ive let u experience sumting that u never had b4 since u are with mark.thats my biggest fault for hurting u and letting u down.aih.I hardly can forgive myself, altho u keep telling me its all ok, but I knw u are upset being treated that way.

See, that’s my stupid life. I should behave myself after tis n hopefully ive learn some lessons tis time.

Last but not least, I do appreciate someone who is alwiz beside me, showing his concern n support to me. *Dear, you’re reli sweet n ur surprise do reli cheer my days up.i couldn’t say hw important are u to me, but you make me aware that im not Alone.every single moment that we spend together is my most precious and memorable time and that are all locked in my heart.dear, im so into u.