Friday, October 24, 2008
Out of the blue,
An incident happened.
Everyone is being frighten then,
Begin to lost in thought,
Worrying situation resides in our heart.
A boy who’s well brought-up,
Turn out awfully rebellious now,
Because of a girl,
He goes against the rules,
Acting without limitation,
Behaving so brainlessly.
To the girlfriend of him,
I cant put all the blame on u,
But ure terribly stupid,
Worst than a piece of shit,
U aren’t ashamed,
U embarrassed and humiliated all the girls in this world.
U might have the “beauty” that I failed to notice,
At the age of u,
I might act like u both as well,
But at least not in school,
Get a room outside, or
Under a big tree, or
Hide in the grassland, or
Go behind the street, or
Play below the table,
Where no one cares,
Better than in a cubicle with stink smell.
Everything remains calm at the moment,
Reacting so peacefully,
Trying to respond like nothing happen at all,
But the atmosphere is so tense,
Especially his mom who’s in extreme disappointment,
Suffering from great depression than frustration.
Hope the time will heal,
Wish the boy will learn a lesson this time,
Im looking forward for a separation to this couple,
Yes im mean to curse u girl,
And
U will never get a smile from me.
An incident happened.
Everyone is being frighten then,
Begin to lost in thought,
Worrying situation resides in our heart.
A boy who’s well brought-up,
Turn out awfully rebellious now,
Because of a girl,
He goes against the rules,
Acting without limitation,
Behaving so brainlessly.
To the girlfriend of him,
I cant put all the blame on u,
But ure terribly stupid,
Worst than a piece of shit,
U aren’t ashamed,
U embarrassed and humiliated all the girls in this world.
U might have the “beauty” that I failed to notice,
The only thing that I noticed is the emptiness in your skull.
At the age of u,
I might act like u both as well,
But at least not in school,
Get a room outside, or
Under a big tree, or
Hide in the grassland, or
Go behind the street, or
Play below the table,
Where no one cares,
Better than in a cubicle with stink smell.
Everything remains calm at the moment,
Reacting so peacefully,
Trying to respond like nothing happen at all,
But the atmosphere is so tense,
Especially his mom who’s in extreme disappointment,
Suffering from great depression than frustration.
Hope the time will heal,
Wish the boy will learn a lesson this time,
Im looking forward for a separation to this couple,
Yes im mean to curse u girl,
And
U will never get a smile from me.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Life has been extremely hectic,
Everything is in a rush during short sem,
2 assignments on track,
and
No further movement in final year project.
I adore my current life,
Keeping myself busy with my frens,
Time passes from day to day more rapidly.
However,
Certain unpleasant matter has bring me down,
Im struggling so hard whether to share this feeling,
As im very uncertain with what is actually depressing me.
I understand everything very well,
I know why isnt now.
Im just feeling so doubt,
Never thought of status is an essential symbolic,
Not for others,
But for myself; in my heart.
A misunderstanding took place,
Thought brilliant days are nearing,
Wonderful imagination filling up my mind,
Causing me so contented for a day,
It turns me so upset until I realized it.
Im suffering from high emotional exhaustion,
I can feel the dehydration in my body,
Especially the face of mine,
So dry and itchy,
Which is running out of moisture,
Just like in my heart.
Im currently very sensitive with certain figures,
Especially number of days,
And
A great sum of money.
Everything is in a rush during short sem,
2 assignments on track,
and
No further movement in final year project.
I adore my current life,
Keeping myself busy with my frens,
Time passes from day to day more rapidly.
However,
Certain unpleasant matter has bring me down,
Im struggling so hard whether to share this feeling,
As im very uncertain with what is actually depressing me.
I understand everything very well,
I know why isnt now.
Im just feeling so doubt,
Never thought of status is an essential symbolic,
Not for others,
But for myself; in my heart.
A misunderstanding took place,
Thought brilliant days are nearing,
Wonderful imagination filling up my mind,
Causing me so contented for a day,
It turns me so upset until I realized it.
Im suffering from high emotional exhaustion,
I can feel the dehydration in my body,
Especially the face of mine,
So dry and itchy,
Which is running out of moisture,
Just like in my heart.
Im currently very sensitive with certain figures,
Especially number of days,
And
A great sum of money.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Strictly No
Outsiders
Anymore
This blog was created 2 years ago,
Wholly belongs to me,
With 90 posts now,
I used to feel glad to share everything about me,
But not anymore for now.
So fortunately,
If u found my blog,
Dont link me,
Dont bookmark this page,
Come n go silently,
I don’t pay u anything,
For spreading news around,
For doing any advertising,
For making any promotion.
U may eye things from here,
U may have plenty of comments for me,
U may want to gossip about me,
Yea go ahead but plz dun come back to me.
I totally have my rights to choose what kind of life that I want.
That’s my wish,
My desire,
My desperation,
Whatever,
U named it.
Outsiders
Anymore
This blog was created 2 years ago,
Wholly belongs to me,
With 90 posts now,
I used to feel glad to share everything about me,
But not anymore for now.
So fortunately,
If u found my blog,
Dont link me,
Dont bookmark this page,
Come n go silently,
I don’t pay u anything,
For spreading news around,
For doing any advertising,
For making any promotion.
U may eye things from here,
U may have plenty of comments for me,
U may want to gossip about me,
Yea go ahead but plz dun come back to me.
I totally have my rights to choose what kind of life that I want.
That’s my wish,
My desire,
My desperation,
Whatever,
U named it.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
An unplanned journey,
Turned out so perfectly.
A short vacation btw me n u,
Is another moment to treasure.
A night in Bukit Tinggi,
One-bed room suite,
Costs us rm320,
Inclusive of 2 breakfasts,
Complementary tickets to rabbit park, Japanese tea hse, & botanical garden.
Room is truly spacious,
Which is out of our expectation,
Bed room is sweet and lovable,
Toilet is gorgeous.
A short vacation btw me n u,
Is another moment to treasure.
A night in Bukit Tinggi,
One-bed room suite,
Costs us rm320,
Inclusive of 2 breakfasts,
Complementary tickets to rabbit park, Japanese tea hse, & botanical garden.
Room is truly spacious,
Which is out of our expectation,
Bed room is sweet and lovable,
Toilet is gorgeous.
One bed-room suite
Colmar Tropicale
Rabbit Park
Bukit Tinggi is a very nice place, New and fresh for us,
Lots of love being shared,
Ive enjoyed myself to the fullest,
Spending every single time with dearie.
After today,
Representing the end of my sem break,
Studies gna pile me up again.
Representing the end of my sem break,
Studies gna pile me up again.
Friday, October 10, 2008
No updates,
No reason,
Nor drive to do so..
My life is so boring,
Thanks to final year project that keep me company all day,
Every word is formed so cautiously,
Every sentence is constructed so carefully,
A small part steals a great deal of my time,
As no mistakes are allowed,
Things worsen,
As we're running out of time,
As supervisor isnt helpful at all,
Claiming that business isnt her profession but LAW,
Taking our intention and achievement so slightly,
I cant see any responsibility in her,
And too bad she's chosen to guide us.
Results released,
Im astonish,
Stun a while to acknowledge,
As i thought this time wont be good anymore,
Im out from dean list,
No fall but a slight improvement,
Better than nothing,
Never give up but try my best again..
Im looking forward for my coming weekend,
To spend time with my boy,
As hectic life gna haunt me back..
No reason,
Nor drive to do so..
My life is so boring,
Thanks to final year project that keep me company all day,
Every word is formed so cautiously,
Every sentence is constructed so carefully,
A small part steals a great deal of my time,
As no mistakes are allowed,
Things worsen,
As we're running out of time,
As supervisor isnt helpful at all,
Claiming that business isnt her profession but LAW,
Taking our intention and achievement so slightly,
I cant see any responsibility in her,
And too bad she's chosen to guide us.
Results released,
Im astonish,
Stun a while to acknowledge,
As i thought this time wont be good anymore,
Im out from dean list,
No fall but a slight improvement,
Better than nothing,
Never give up but try my best again..
Im looking forward for my coming weekend,
To spend time with my boy,
As hectic life gna haunt me back..
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Being a promoter for 8 days,
Its all Over now, totally over,
Don’t plan to accept any job yet,
As its reli worn me out,
Standing from 10-10,
Begging ppl to do skin check analysis,
Creating bullshit to convince ppl,
Hearing ppl complaining about our products,
Being complaint by our client too,
Luckily its quite saleable,
So no worries,
NIVEA rockz.
Countless of obsession running in my mind during this break, its heartbreaking that I haven’t realize any of it..It comes more miserable to know that my break will be ended in a week time..Before exam takes place, ive been busy planning how am I suppose to spend this break, when plan is being planned, but things don’t go as planned, so whats the point of planning?
Ive been craving for days after my job, to spend time with my boy..I didn’t know as time goes by im requiring more and more time from him..He picks me up everyday after my work, n that creates a chance for us to meet more often than we usually do, but everytime with no where to go as the day is no longer early..Here comes a day when both of us are free, hence some plans are initiated, but its turns out awfully upset when plan is being cancelled last minute..Dear, u give me high hopes and u let me fall so deeply this time..I can be very flexible, but behind the flexibility, there are hidden disappointment n depression in me..To what extent a girl can be so understanding, to please everything..
A date btw u n me,
Is a date that ive been so desperate for,
Is a date that uve promised to give me,
Is also a date that im not given any privileges.
From now on,
I dare not to dream,
I dare not to expect so much,
I dare not to carry high hopes anymore.
Is a date that ive been so desperate for,
Is a date that uve promised to give me,
Is also a date that im not given any privileges.
From now on,
I dare not to dream,
I dare not to expect so much,
I dare not to carry high hopes anymore.
Not to bad,
A family vacation brighten up my days,
After working so many days,
I miss my brother so so much,
Spending time with them is fun as well,
A night stay in A Famosa,
Went to cowboy town,
Being entertained with Red Indian n animal show,
And ended up with wonderful fire crackers.
A family vacation brighten up my days,
After working so many days,
I miss my brother so so much,
Spending time with them is fun as well,
A night stay in A Famosa,
Went to cowboy town,
Being entertained with Red Indian n animal show,
And ended up with wonderful fire crackers.
Thats all for now..
Have a nice day everyone..
