Finally ive gone tru the week with hell lot of tests, altho there is 1more to go nex week, but I feel more relieve now. Days have worn me out lately.

Ive been so desperate over posting a blog yesterday, which I think it was a good date of the year, 22-02-2008. Well, it’s a good date to get into a relationship, engage, or marry n all, ppl love a date dats easy to remember, it carries great weight, so called *special*. Unfortunately, time don’t allowed me to do so, n thus im replacing a post now.

First of all, I would like to pass on good wishes to my best ever fren, she’s officially in a relationship now, both of my best frens are so bliss wit their love partner, envy larh. I guess I’ll be isolated again. However, there are things that I hope that we are stil able to remain as usual although there is a slight change in their life.

May n munyee, we’ve been together since foundation, in 2years time, we attach to each other so closely, the bond that ties btw our heart is definitely n absolutely irreplaceable. I would say that u both are reli precious to me where I wil treasure our friendship til my last breath. But if the existence of changes or new life which gona alter or affect our friendship, then I’ll be more in sorrow than in anger. so, plz love me as ur BEST FRIEND.

.lots of love.
.munyee+may+pohyee.

"It is important to have a good start to the year as it will then be a more favourable year".
I get this line from myee’s blog. So wat it means if I started a new year so awfully, with so many unpleasant conditions.

Today is Chinese new year eve, where every family members n relatives are draw together n hav a reunion dinner. I find it truly meaningless for me to party myself in tis cny. I dun even find a destination for me to dress up my new shirts. Well, tis is my very first time to feel tis way.

As usual, I’ll be goin to my uncle’s (dad’s side) house for reunion lunch, not dinner. But we dun use to eat together in a circle, each family takes turn, isn’t it so weird. Im not very close to all my cousin sisters n brothers, even tho we meet up during cny, but we never talk, juz look at each other n smile loh. dats it.

It wil be more pleasurable if we are goin to visit my aunty (mom’s side) in penang, where we used to travel there every cny. im so delighted everytime we stop at the rest stations, tasting variety of foodstuff.

Sadly, bro is unwell; his liver is infected, by the traditional medicine where he used to take daily since 3months ago. Bro supposed to take it once a day, but mom came out with a SO great idea where having twice a day wil recover sooner. N consequently, d medicine is too strong for bro, n thus it weakens bro’s liver n infection happens today. This is reli so dumb. From the very first day, the master had warned us not be doctor ourself, but then. Aih. bro went to the hospital for the past 3days for blood testing, so far, his infected liver never turn well but the rate keep increasing. He’s losing appetite to eat n he’s getting thinner n thinner. He needs to follow up very closely with the doctor n his blood will be tested everyday. His epilepsy not even well yet but another illness comes in.

Im getting fearful now to sleep wit my bro, pretty anxious whenever he’s away mid nite. There was once 6am in the morning, I woke up n he’s not beside me, I went out n looked for him. He went upstairs n I guess he’s attacked by epilepsy again. I lose my courage to go a step closer to see him coz I duan to witness him in dat condition again. I gave up n I went bak to my bed. When he came bak, he told me that he went toilet. I refused to further question him n I turned to the other side n start tearing. He no longer wana share with me whenever he’s unwell. His dignity is more vital than to cure his illness. Im speechless n tired as well.

I will juz do whatever I can.

Days aren’t so well for me.
This will be the saddest post ever. I don’t reli knw wat emotion im supposed to have now. Along tis, im hoping so muc that bro can fully recover soon, but things aren’t happen juz the way u expected it to be.

My dearest bro, he’s unwell. His condition is getting worst. He’s attacked by epilepsy for a couple of times this few days. He’s hiding from us, witout letting us to knw, he goes to the room upstairs when he senses something wrong. Mom was peeping him from a small gap at the door 1day, telling us that he’s attacked quite seriously.I reli wonder how can he undergoes all these alone n how he feels for his illness. I never dare to ask him.

A week ago, he found that the white area of his eyes looked abit yellowish, no1 takes his words seriously especially mom. I was thinking mayb his eyes are tired la so I applied eyemo for him b4 he goes to bed. Until he goes to school, his frens all are telling him that his eyes look yellowish, the tone of his skin aso changed.

We paid a visit to the clinic. Its reli awful to be informed that his liver is not well functioning. Wth is this. Please la. My bro is juz only 15, only 15, only 15. he’s too young to hav al these. This is reli depressing, coz I love him more than everyone does. I dun reli knw hw to accept the fact. I started to tears everytime when im alone. coz d saddest thing is his illness isn’t easy to cure. There is a long way to go.

Although cny is approaching, but the atmosphere at home is extremely gloomy, no1 is able to turn to cny mode.

Can everyone here plz do me a favor.?
Please pray, for me, for my bro.
appreciate that.