Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Battle of exam has ended,
I can finally put a stop on revision and books,
But still,
Im suffering from extreme exhaustion.
I know disappointment gna hit me again when the result is out.
Im yet to feel relieve,
As there are many things are taking place.
No break,
Time is fully scheduled,
For part time job,
For final year thesis which carries 6 credit hours,
For my mom that ive neglected since the study break,
For house chores that I promised to work it out after exam,
Everything just tenses me up.
I dun even have time for my blog,
Only manage to update it once in a while.
Ive been hoping days after exam,
Spending most of my time on bed,
Spending time with my boy,
Spending time on tv with both legs up,
But life is never easy as u wish to achieve more dreams in your life.
Today,
A wonderful dinner,
Plus a movie,
Created another perfect night for us.
I hardly can meet my boy often,
Thus I appreciate every single date that we’re able to arrange.
Lots of LOVE.
I can finally put a stop on revision and books,
But still,
Im suffering from extreme exhaustion.
I know disappointment gna hit me again when the result is out.
Im yet to feel relieve,
As there are many things are taking place.
No break,
Time is fully scheduled,
For part time job,
For final year thesis which carries 6 credit hours,
For my mom that ive neglected since the study break,
For house chores that I promised to work it out after exam,
Everything just tenses me up.
I dun even have time for my blog,
Only manage to update it once in a while.
Ive been hoping days after exam,
Spending most of my time on bed,
Spending time with my boy,
Spending time on tv with both legs up,
But life is never easy as u wish to achieve more dreams in your life.
Today,
A wonderful dinner,
Plus a movie,
Created another perfect night for us.
I hardly can meet my boy often,
Thus I appreciate every single date that we’re able to arrange.
Lots of LOVE.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Dinner at Shabu-Shabu
There was a night on the line,
Chatting so much over foodstuff,
Decided to go steamboat this weekend.
3 papers down,
All aren’t good,
Im so poor this time,
I feel like giving up many times,
As its tough to be outstanding.
Im so weak,
Lose all my determination,
Leaving my aim behind,
Just graduate with a normal degree holder,
No longer wana be a corporate woman.
In the future,
When no one employs me,
Dearie u plz take me,
As a full time house wife,
No working hour,
No promotion,
No bonus,
No salary,
I just want eternal LOVE,
Eternal care,
Eternal protection,
Eternal bliss, n
Eternal joyfulness.
I just want to hold everything like how we currently do now,
Everything is just so sweet and wonderful to us,
Its our dream to bring all this to reality.
Dear,Thank you so much,
I love you,
Will treasure u for the rest of my life.
Monday, September 08, 2008
Here is the best place to hang out,
When I cant fall asleep in the middle of the night, and
When everyone is snoozing so sweetly, and
When there is no one to chat, and
When there is no one to listen to u.
This is my very first time,
Being so entertained with this special gift from dearie,
Its an ice-cream moon cake.
Ive been living for 21 years,
This shall be my first time to taste a moon cake made by ice cream.
Feeling so thankful,
For giving me such an extraordinary yet brilliant experience.
I was disturbed by this young boy-my bro.
Who’s celebrating 6th month anniversary today,
With someone he loves pretty much,
Mom bought him a box of choc for his girl,
How lovely is my mom,
Showing her support and courage in the relationship of this boy who is only 15.
I was asked to pinch a zit on his face,
Was asked to put on a mask for him,
Was asked to pack his choc in a sweet way,
Was asked to do thousand of stuff for him,
He’s pretty nervous I can see,
Wondering how would it be after 6 months,
Which is 1 year anniversary.
Feeling envy to couple like him,
So kiddy and simple,
Without bothering anything,
2 ppl are closely attached,
As long as they love each other,
Holding hands and moving ahead together.
Things don’t go the same to everyone,
You may desire to own a simple one,
But it goes more complicated than u ever think,
That’s driving me insane.
Things that you see and what’s real happening can be completely different,
I may not need to explain how thing goes,
But,
I dislike ppl talking about thing that isn’t true,
Explanation are all crap,
That no one will believe.
I have a strong aversion,
In acting so differently in a crowd.
Im bit tired.
When I cant fall asleep in the middle of the night, and
When everyone is snoozing so sweetly, and
When there is no one to chat, and
When there is no one to listen to u.
This is my very first time,
Being so entertained with this special gift from dearie,
Its an ice-cream moon cake.
Ive been living for 21 years,
This shall be my first time to taste a moon cake made by ice cream.
Feeling so thankful,
For giving me such an extraordinary yet brilliant experience.
I was disturbed by this young boy-my bro.
Who’s celebrating 6th month anniversary today,
With someone he loves pretty much,
Mom bought him a box of choc for his girl,
How lovely is my mom,
Showing her support and courage in the relationship of this boy who is only 15.
I was asked to pinch a zit on his face,
Was asked to put on a mask for him,
Was asked to pack his choc in a sweet way,
Was asked to do thousand of stuff for him,
He’s pretty nervous I can see,
Wondering how would it be after 6 months,
Which is 1 year anniversary.
Feeling envy to couple like him,
So kiddy and simple,
Without bothering anything,
2 ppl are closely attached,
As long as they love each other,
Holding hands and moving ahead together.
Things don’t go the same to everyone,
You may desire to own a simple one,
But it goes more complicated than u ever think,
That’s driving me insane.
Things that you see and what’s real happening can be completely different,
I may not need to explain how thing goes,
But,
I dislike ppl talking about thing that isn’t true,
Explanation are all crap,
That no one will believe.
I have a strong aversion,
In acting so differently in a crowd.
Im bit tired.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Im sorry for leaving my blog without updates..
Been real busy preparing finals,
and having fun everywhere..
Just came back after completing paper of the day – Pendidikan Moral..
Shall be taking my time for a short nap,
But my heart is in extreme desperation,
To share every single feeling that I experienced this few days..
Lets keep in short n simple..
As at 1st sept,
Attended a wedding dinner of my NS friend,
Meet up those who didn’t talk for ages,
Used to be so closed,
But now its abit strange,
Hence I kept myself busy with dearie,
That boy started to plan his marriage which is still so far,
However,
It’s a sweet dinner as he takes extreme care of me,
Im specially served with “boneLESS” food,
It’s another wonderful night,
Assuming that’s the dinner created just for us,
Enjoying ourselves like no one else.
Along the study week,
My best fren is very ill,
Infected by duno-what-virus,
Red dots grow everywhere on her body,
Yesterday she was admitted to the hospital,
She sent me a pic of herself when she was hospitalized,
My eyes are all in wet to see her weak face,
Sorry for not able to pay a visit,
As exam is taking place the next day,
Never expect things will turn out like this,
I always bear this stupid phrase in mind:
“Everything happens for a reason”.
For what reason she’s given special disease at this critical time?
For what reason bro is given a tumor in his brain?
Question myself endlessly,
But no answer can satisfy me at all..
Please recover soon,
I need your energy, your motivation, your everything to go further.
Okies,
Shall stop here,
Back to boring books..
All the best for everyone who is sitting for exam..
Been real busy preparing finals,
and having fun everywhere..
Just came back after completing paper of the day – Pendidikan Moral..
Shall be taking my time for a short nap,
But my heart is in extreme desperation,
To share every single feeling that I experienced this few days..
Lets keep in short n simple..
As at 1st sept,
Attended a wedding dinner of my NS friend,
Meet up those who didn’t talk for ages,
Used to be so closed,
But now its abit strange,
Hence I kept myself busy with dearie,
That boy started to plan his marriage which is still so far,
However,
It’s a sweet dinner as he takes extreme care of me,
Im specially served with “boneLESS” food,
It’s another wonderful night,
Assuming that’s the dinner created just for us,
Enjoying ourselves like no one else.
Along the study week,
My best fren is very ill,
Infected by duno-what-virus,
Red dots grow everywhere on her body,
Yesterday she was admitted to the hospital,
She sent me a pic of herself when she was hospitalized,
My eyes are all in wet to see her weak face,
Sorry for not able to pay a visit,
As exam is taking place the next day,
Never expect things will turn out like this,
I always bear this stupid phrase in mind:
“Everything happens for a reason”.
For what reason she’s given special disease at this critical time?
For what reason bro is given a tumor in his brain?
Question myself endlessly,
But no answer can satisfy me at all..
Please recover soon,I need your energy, your motivation, your everything to go further.
Okies,
Shall stop here,
Back to boring books..
All the best for everyone who is sitting for exam..
