my exam is over~ over ~ over~
Before exam comes to an end, I was thinking n started planning pretty muc of activities for myself..i thought that im free and i can do whatever i wan to, BUT now I feel even stress plus *emo than those days im having exam..coz there are plenty of workloads are awaiting me..goshh..im reli tired, exhausted..

I dun even have a single flash that allow me to rest in peace..

I was cleaning n arranging my wardrobe which is like a garbage, later then my notes n books, after that a 30mins nap where last nite I oni slept 2hours b4 attending my las paper. next dinner n afterwards mom asked to accompany her to night market.everything sounds quite enjoyable til im informed around 1030pm dat ive to get some tasks done by 2mr morning..omgggg, I nid to get d letters of d theme for social nite to be done..this is a reli disaster..dat stuff isn’t easy, I nid to print those font, n cut, n draw it to d hard cover n then cut it out from d hardcover again.n d theme isn’t short as well**No Boundaries, Only Opportunities..i aso realized that I’ll be very efficient if im willing to offer helps, but if not, it turns d other way round n I might juz giv u rubbish..

Very luckily, bro gave a helping hand when I reli need some1..he stayed up late for me where he’s not supposed to be, his thumb turns red when cutting al the letters wit scissor. He do reli touch me in some ways, he said that I wont be able to sleep witout his help, n he wil never let me go through al these alone. n I would lik to say that I reli love him more than I do..witout him I wont be able to get things done so quickly where im still able to blog now..

..this font isnt easy to draw n cut..
..if these letters are rejected, im gona emo kau kau..

Ive been bz preparing for exam lately n contributed all my times in studies n I guess ive turned my time up side down, sleeping when sun is goin to rise n wake up when sun is goin to set.*mad la, luckily ive some1 who is alwiz wit me, munyee..2main papers have come to an end n 1 more to go, im nt sure whether I screwed up my rr paper coz tis is my very first time to sit a management paper witout any “ specific guidelines”.thanks 2my lecturer aka Susan Pet-er, who is so freaking bitchy..she deserved d word *pet n even her parents add it to her name..

But after all, may has brighten up my day..we had a reli long talk in old town after lunch..the messages she delivered to me are reli meaningful where nw im trying to apply it to my life..she managed to untie d knot dat’s hidden in my heart n I do feel more relieve nw..

story begins this way, im currently in love wit a guy but due to certain reason, he’s in capable to put us in a relationship, n he requires 4 to 5 years times..there is no promises, no commitment btw us, coz ppl wil change according to time, there are many things that are beyond our control n we cant predict our future..im not n never feel doubt with his loyalty n faithfulness, but whether Ive d determination to wait til the day he approaches me..not to say waiting him is a waste of time but do we reli have the chance n fate to be in love with each other after so many years? *im thinking..

even though we cant go beyond that relationship, but im bliss to have days where he likes me..even if he’s not for me whenever I need him, n he’s not d first person who I will seek help from whenever im helpless, but still I do like him at this moment..

I have a rough pic in my mind on where im goin to pursue in order to continue my life wit more merrier, ive to eliminate the hope n expectation that we’ll be together one day in the future coz the chances of getting disappointed will exist when u expected it to happen. So remove such mindset n juz connect wit him as usual..if he msg me, i'll reply; if he calls, i'll answer; if he dates me; i'll accept..i’ll appreciate n treasure every single moment that i spend with him..After all,its gona be our day if the right time approaches us; but if its not, then *****okies, nvm, at least we do went tru d process n we had time for each other..!!

that’s it..simple plan..

lotsss of love--myee--may--pyee--

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