Ive been bz preparing for exam lately n contributed all my times in studies n I guess ive turned my time up side down, sleeping when sun is goin to rise n wake up when sun is goin to set.*mad la, luckily ive some1 who is alwiz wit me, munyee..2main papers have come to an end n 1 more to go, im nt sure whether I screwed up my rr paper coz tis is my very first time to sit a management paper witout any “ specific guidelines”.thanks 2my lecturer aka Susan Pet-er, who is so freaking bitchy..she deserved d word *pet n even her parents add it to her name..

But after all, may has brighten up my day..we had a reli long talk in old town after lunch..the messages she delivered to me are reli meaningful where nw im trying to apply it to my life..she managed to untie d knot dat’s hidden in my heart n I do feel more relieve nw..

story begins this way, im currently in love wit a guy but due to certain reason, he’s in capable to put us in a relationship, n he requires 4 to 5 years times..there is no promises, no commitment btw us, coz ppl wil change according to time, there are many things that are beyond our control n we cant predict our future..im not n never feel doubt with his loyalty n faithfulness, but whether Ive d determination to wait til the day he approaches me..not to say waiting him is a waste of time but do we reli have the chance n fate to be in love with each other after so many years? *im thinking..

even though we cant go beyond that relationship, but im bliss to have days where he likes me..even if he’s not for me whenever I need him, n he’s not d first person who I will seek help from whenever im helpless, but still I do like him at this moment..

I have a rough pic in my mind on where im goin to pursue in order to continue my life wit more merrier, ive to eliminate the hope n expectation that we’ll be together one day in the future coz the chances of getting disappointed will exist when u expected it to happen. So remove such mindset n juz connect wit him as usual..if he msg me, i'll reply; if he calls, i'll answer; if he dates me; i'll accept..i’ll appreciate n treasure every single moment that i spend with him..After all,its gona be our day if the right time approaches us; but if its not, then *****okies, nvm, at least we do went tru d process n we had time for each other..!!

that’s it..simple plan..

lotsss of love--myee--may--pyee--

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