But ive a blog here to post whatever feelings that I would like to share.
Im reli uncertain wit my current feelings.
Unpleasant and unusual I guess.
It sounds like im so decent, juz go to uni for classes n linger at home after studies.
May n munyee use to meet up their boy after class,
Am I lonely in a way?
Im grateful that myee alwiz bring me along whenever she’s wit her boy..i know she wouldn’t leave me alone..but then I started to feel uncomfortable when im alone to join 2 couples, in which may n myee are wit their bf..There are situations where I duno where to look, n perhaps what to say..im not envy, n never be, but I feel that my presence is abit “mengacau”, n perhaps I juz dislike the feeling of being left or being isolated..i never dare to voice out but now im putting it in writing here..im reli sorry to say that, but im learning to fit myself into such condition.
Well, exam is approaching, im totally into study mode now..im repeating to myself that I muz study hard tis time.in fact im the free-est ppl to put myself into books I guess..*wink..coz dear want me to fully concentrate in my studies, he din even dare to talk to me*sadness..altho im bz yet i never fail to miss him every single day..
Lately I reli find myself very emo in getting a peace corner to do my revision, its truly hard u knw, tv n music are playing all around, thus, the only best time will be in the middle of the nite where everyone started to snooze..and hence, I nid plenty of foods to keep me awake while doin my revision.
I break my mirror today, the most important item that I use to carry everywhere I go..i reli wonder if tis incident is trying to hint me something..some says breaking a mirror is a bad sign..aih..nvm, juz get myself a new one and hopefully everything will be all right.
Lets get back to the books.
