pohyee with dearie's spec, look like a naughty girl.lol.Another hectic sem has finally comes to an end n im having a 3weeks break now; a long await cum romantic trip has also ended, I think its time for me to take a break, to breath n rest in peace coz im finally escape from tiring days..

Well, I juz came bak from a vacation wit dear..pangkor isn’t a very nice place but when u go with some1 special, it turns out truly different..tis time I hav a dissimilar feeling which is so unlikely the previous trip with my parents and friends..tis time I experience a burning sensation in my heart^^wink..

It’s a tiring yet astonishing journey, from my hse > may’s hse > to ipoh by car > next to lumut by bus > then to pangkor island by ferry > and lastly to pangkor bay view resort with pink cab..we had plenty of seafood, dearie is greedy to order loads of dishes..what's more, we rented a motorbike to travel around, with rm5 fuel we explored the whole island, haha..i guess dear is now very familiar with the route there..we went to batu bersurat, one historical place which I hardly can rmb the name, n I think the nicest place there is the temple known as “Fu Ling Gong” with a mini ZOO at the side which is reli so mini, with only 2 animals..swt..in the evening, we went to the beach for a walk, playing around with the waves and tiny sand, cam whoring along the beach, waiting for the sun to set, that moment was reli sweet & fantastic..in the nite, we went out again to gaze at the stars, there are plenty of little stars hanging and twinkling in the sky which make the nite more romantic and lovable, im truly overwhelmed in joy.

I do admit that there was a slight dispute in btw, which make me do not knw how to position myself..the appearance of that girl do bother me in a way, her existence reli make me anxious and somehow pull down my confidence toward dear..i hope I can get a hell way out very soon..

Dear, nothing is impossible, anything can happen, even tho u said u knw very well wer u’re pursuing n who u like, n even that girl is in a relationship now or she’s 4 to 5 years elder than us, there is still a possibility..i wouldn’t wan to be so sensitive and childish asking u to delete al the msgs in ur fon, but if u think that aren’t important and it harms our relationship, u will automatically delete it without me asking to..i’ll be as considerate as I can, but there is a limit as a close fren, especially when ur fren is opposite gender..but if that’s ur way of doin, I’ll try to accept..if in the end it turns out that u nid to choose and decide 1 btw us, then i'll be speechless, I’ll be truly depress coz we’ve went tru a reli long journey to reach and achieve the relationship we are currently having now.. im in high spirits when I get to know that OUR DAY is so close to me, another year to go, Im desperately to own u forever..i wouldn’t wan to keep ur words that nite as a promise coz I didn’t wan u to be wit me in the future juz for the promise u have made a year ago, also I didn’t wan u to be wit me juz for a responsibility..

Dear, plz bring me into ur life as u reli love me and u nid me..

Well, lets put an end to tis topic, hope I can manage tis very well..at the same time, I’ll try to be as good as I can to dear so that no girls can beat me down..lol..