Currently, my mood is not in the state of doing assignment, it sounds a lil strange for me to kick off assignments by 2^nd week of the sem, my brains remain fresh and clean for studies..

Sometimes i reli dislike to be so mean or to betray him, but if im not the one who hurts u, then i’ll be hurting myself deeply.. he is so freaking "brainless", he has a dead brain which couldnt function anymore..he didn’t know that im doin this juz because im loving him so much, he didn’t know every1 is worrying him so much..no one knows how close we get along every single day n when things turn out this way, no one wil know how despair am i..

I love him so much partly becoz the existence of his illness,
But due to the existence of his illness, I tend to hate him very much.

There are billion of matters just take me down to the bottom of my heart..