Its week 11 of the sem, where assignments and mid terms are cleared, however, the most intense period of the sem is approaching, final exam is just a month away, n not to forget about my thesis, but im requesting more time for myself in non-book activities..

At this time (2.40am), im claiming that its too early for me to slumber on my bed yet I duno what can I actually do..my sweet bed is giving me back pain coz both my timid sis n bro are mad over the ghost month..3 ppl are cramming in a not-so-big-sized bed n my personal room becomes siblings room now..im able to remember clearly when my hse was under renovation few years back, we were fighting over the rooms upstairs since there are only 2 rooms available up there, mom said:"ok let the eldest and youngest own each of them, the middle one gna get back the old room"..as I know the middle kid alwiz suffer for stupid things..

Well, I dun wish to be so selfish, dun mind sleeping together, for more intimacy, get closer to each other or what so ever reasons, but the thing is my bed is incapable of providing comfort to 3 ppl lo..swt..

After complaining so much, there are things that i appreciate in my life as well..

A silly smile appears on my face as im recalling those days and times that we used to spend together, missing Bi so badly, wondering around when will be our next date..This 2 months will be another hectic months for Bi as he takes up new course, may not meet up as often as we do anymore..Bi might get over weary for his work plus studies and me..however, would like to wish him all the best here..

Revision should take place reli soon..
maybe 2mr,
maybe the day after 2mr,
or maybe the next day,
the list goes on with plenty of excuses...