Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Life has been extremely hectic,
Everything is in a rush during short sem,
2 assignments on track,
and
No further movement in final year project.
I adore my current life,
Keeping myself busy with my frens,
Time passes from day to day more rapidly.
However,
Certain unpleasant matter has bring me down,
Im struggling so hard whether to share this feeling,
As im very uncertain with what is actually depressing me.
I understand everything very well,
I know why isnt now.
Im just feeling so doubt,
Never thought of status is an essential symbolic,
Not for others,
But for myself; in my heart.
A misunderstanding took place,
Thought brilliant days are nearing,
Wonderful imagination filling up my mind,
Causing me so contented for a day,
It turns me so upset until I realized it.
Im suffering from high emotional exhaustion,
I can feel the dehydration in my body,
Especially the face of mine,
So dry and itchy,
Which is running out of moisture,
Just like in my heart.
Im currently very sensitive with certain figures,
Especially number of days,
And
A great sum of money.